RANSVESTIA

slipped into my white lace panties, tight girdle, dark nylons, make-up, bra, light blue pant suit, earrings to match, dark blue three-inch heels and then got my purse ready to go. I can't really explain how I managed to overlook one detail I guess it was due to my nervousness. I looked out the window, saw no one, and then opened the door and at a quick pace, looking like a very feminine young lady attempting to break the record for the 50 yard dash, I headed for the safety of my car. I felt much better when I closed the door of my car. I looked into my mirror, to check my appearance, and to straighten my wig - My WIG - My God, I'd for- gotten my wig! It's hard to believe I could do it, but I did. I smile when I think about it now, but at the time I was terrified. Still no one in sight, I commenced to break the dash record again in my stocking feet as I headed for the apartment. I made it, and decided not to venture out after all. I figured that if I was that stupid I had no business going out at all; I would probably drive off and forget my car next time.

Unhappiness, loneliness, fear, and a very serious consideration of suicide were my thoughts during the next few weeks. Then the God I love and worship so much led me to the friend of all FPs - Virginia!

I now had hope and knowing that there were so many understanding friends out there, although I haven't had the pleasure of meeting any of you yet, I finally gained the courage necessary to conquer many difficul- ties. I told my GG girlfriend, whom I had known for about six months, and she understood. I remembered being told this once before, so I com- pletely tested her, and found her to be very sincere and honest in her ac- ceptance. Together we are improving the newly created Page. My GG is curious about the name of Page, and I explained my choice the follow- ing way.

An FP is different than others, no matter if she is right or wrong. Per- sonally I don't consider it wrong to desire a soft, hair free body, clean, manicured nails, soft lacy clothes, and fragrantly scented cosmetics as opposed to hairy arm pits, legs, rough skin, coarse clothes. If this is bad or wrong, then that's the side I will have to stay on. Now I spend full time with my GG perfecting PAGE for her acceptance by the outside world. I chose my name just because it too is different and I am proud of it and of being an FP.